Finished!

It is done! Radiation is complete. The team was great as J couldn't come in with me, I rang the bell and got to celebrate not having to be there everyday. That chapter is closed and now we heal.  I will continue my infusions every 3 weeks until November and then we'll have surgery but I'm so thankful to be here. Cancer free and healing from all my body has gone through. I'll tell you that it's been a lot. I didn't understand how much we would have to go through at the beginning. When you get that diagnosis all you can think about is the disease. It's all too much at the beginning and even now there is a part of me that isn't sure what to think or how to handle this next phase.  And you know what - that is ok.  I don't have to figure it out or have answers. Today I'm just thankful. Thankful for so much! I'm starting a new phase and I want to walk without worry. I want to walk in faith and with an attitude of we'll handle what comes. We can't worry about the unknown. We all live with unknowns every single day. I'm learning that my attitude is all that I can control. And it requires me to be intentional. I have to make decisions moment by moment to live the best I can with my eyes focused up and out and not down and in.

Thank you as always for your prayers & love for us!