Canceled

 Got the news, surgery has been officially cancelled. New date: March 17th. Hopefully.  I asked if there was a chance that it could be moved up. She said maybe, but it's not looking good. They will put me on a list.  The truth is the OR isn't letting them schedule anything before March.  March. Wow! The hospitals don't think this will get better before March, this is what I hear. Continuing to pray for our world.  And thank you for praying for us.  We know God's timing is perfect, we know He is in this just as He has been in all of our journey. But I'll be honest. I'm sad. A little depressed and just down right disappointed. God is still good and maybe I'll see a glimpse of why I'm not having surgery or maybe it's just something I'll move past. Either way, I'll keep doing what I do and praising Him in the storms and thanking Him that we are healthy, we are all employed, we are all safe and blessed beyond what we deserve. And during this Thanksgiving season that is what I choose to focus on, the reasons I have to be thankful and they are long and plentiful.  We have amazing people in our life, people that we can depend on. Who love us no matter what. And having people like these in our lives is what I am truly thankful for each and every day. So, thank you for being those people.